Is this where we are? Is this what we’ve come to? You sitting here reading this, expecting to get something from it. Me sitting where I was months ago, years ago, writing this thing hoping to connect to someone who I haven’t even met and maybe never will. Who is the voyeur here? Me or you?

I suppose there is an argument for each of us. I am opening my mind...a piece of it anyway...for you to come and see...come and look at...and if that is the case then it is my privacy that is being violated. But I also have choice in what I choose to show you and perhaps you tell me too much of yourself by your reaction to what I have let you see. I’m showing you a movie but while you’re watching it...I’m watching you.

Perhaps we could make this interaction a tad more...shall we say...antagonistic? The interplay between writer and reader has been too kind for too long. Writers lead readers on gentle stories...keeping them safe...leading them where they want to go. Taking them places they’ve already been. There is this kind, benevolent, warm feeling the writer is there to take care of you. That’s boring. Whoever told you that I was on your side?

As a matter of fact I don’t think I like you! And the more that I’m talking to you the more convinced I am. I mean what the hell did you ever do in life! Give me a break! Who are you? What are you doing reading this? And what do I get from it in return?

Do you want to keep going? I do. Why stop here? Let’s talk about you just a little. Why are you reading this? What kind of person would keep going? Are you stupid? A glutton for punishment? Intrigued? Curious? Lost? Let’s give you the benefit of the doubt and go with “curious.” Yeah...that feels better doesn’t it?

Relationships...yeah how are those going in your life...crappy huh? Why in the world do you keep trying? I think you’re a wonderful person...or a pathetic loser! If I can’t make up my mind...can you tell me?

Now...now the real question begins. Who has seen more...me or you? React and reveal. Let me see who you are.

For your last glimpse into me...let me say...honestly, truthfully that I love you! I really do. And whether or not you believe that...tells me everything about you.