The day my
father’s father
slugged one of
the town drunks
while trying
to pour him
like a
measured shot
in a cab
backseat for free
(on my father)
— hit him
when the drunk
turned
bellicose as
the billy goat
escaped from
the neighbor’s tether,
which chased
me
round my
grandmother’s house
as she napped
(so she said)
on an ocean of
swayback mattresses
and I hammered
the locked
glass-pane storm door
with fists
white with fright,
and ran the
circle of grass again
on legs seven
years slow
and once more
before she opened
the door and
the gruff
nightmare of
fur
and animal
anger
pushed its
hoof —
a hot poker
into still water —
through the
glass in mirrored dismay,
then ran
without reason
tired rings
around the house,
and she caught
me
in her arms
like my father’s
father caught
the day-dead drunk
he hit for
cussing
Dad’s
generosity
in my presence
— that day
I was thinking
of the word
colostomy,
new to me
because
Grandpa had
had one
and told me
so.